» gawdamn bluejay
» helplessness
» Bea Arthur passing away
» this beastly heat
» myself
» -
» garbage day
» my period
» my name
» pain
» no.thing.
» ...leaving them behind.
» loud people.
» Everything.
» or rather,
» love.
» only having 24 hours in a day....
» having the flu
» mistreatment of animals.
» All the sickness.
» treos
» intolerance, mine and "yours"
» frustration
» lies and secrets.
» being alone.
» friday nights
» having to opt out of unowhatihate and unowhatilike because Andrew is a douchehound.
» High velocity hampster wheels and the fact that my government would rather bully me out of my vices through taxation rather than develop a comprehensive socialized preventative healthcare system.
» you. i hate you for invading my privacy, for reading my words and trying to crawl inside of my head while you sit back and keep quiet. i hate you because you don't care about the photographs.
» having absolutely nothing good to blog about.
» Beets, Charles Grodin...
» money
» time.
» Dennis Farina, Cap'n Crunch mouth, morning breath.
» Hacking up a lung.
» my daughter has a fever and a snotty nose
» earaches, headaches, uncertainty, and bad luck
» this sickening hold you have on my mind, body, soul and ♥.
» watching, watching, watching you fall out of love with me
» my brain being, how you say, all over the place and all unable to focus.
» Ego - mine and everyone else's
» can't sleep
» at just this moment: nothing
» being back here, feeling uninspired and stuck.
» typos
» dealing with band-member girlfriends at shows.
» that unowhatihate shows up before unowhatilike on my buddy list.
» Tabasco in my eye
» pain in sadness in those I love
» My no-account, inbred to the point of mental instability, filthy, lying, disgusting, not-so-dearly-departed neighbors
» having the most vivid and beautiful dreams about you
» Bernie Mac and Isaac Hayes are dead. The world just got a little less funnier and a little less soulful.
» being so angry
» how even though we're over 3500km from each other, you can still affect me to this extent.
» That my friend & favorite spice vanished again.
» That my wireless router is more moody than I am.
» how every single silence breaks my stupid heart
» the guy that looks like john fogerty at the gym that interrupts my work out to scream at me about politics.
» that i like how i feel with this distance between us.
» ice cubes
» The fact that I have to give up sugar AGAIN...for good this time.
» Getting together for the sole purpose of staring at each other's foreheads.
» Expectations, and having them thrust upon me.
» being alone.
» viagra commercials
» the way humans so easily turn to meanness because they can't fathom the power of just walking away
» The politics of love.
» being ignored by someone who once meant so much to me
» watching my vocabulary atrophy
» the idea that i'm good enough
» All of this pervading silence
» the fact that i can NOT let go.